Adiyen has performed Ukti nishtai (repeating the words of prapatti as instructed by an Acharya) for bharanyasam. At times, out of fear and ignorance, have been rife with the thought whether my bharanyasam was conducted properly. Have realized now that for bharanyasam on must have absolute faith on Acharya and Perumal. I regret for having wrong impressions previously. Several times have asked forgiveness from Salagrama Perumal-s and Acharya Paduka-s at home; my fear made me do this. Are there any atonements for this?

You need not do anything. You are to continue to be steadfast and ensure the absolute faith in Perumal and Acharyan does not diminish. Svami Desikan as said the same. Even when one does not have absolute faith during bharanyasam, Perumal will induce that.
Do not confuse yourself with such thoughts and end up worrying. Do not seek atonements out of any fear. Ensure your absolute faith in Acharyan and Perumal does not lessen.

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